Faith

I do not know the reason, or even begin to understand the whys. But I do know that I have put my trust in the Lord and whatever HE has planned for our family, I will accept.

A New Day......A New Disappointment

Today, it became 'official' that the US Dept. of State and the Dept. of International Adoptions in Vietnam have decided that there will be no Special Needs adoptions processed after September 1st. So the country of Vietnam is now completely CLOSED for international adoptions to the United States until an agreement can be reached between the two countries.

Where does this leave us? At the head of the line as the doors slam shut in our faces. I do not know what to think or what to feel. I am angry because I thought that our government was on our side, that they were working for us. We elected them, we pay their exorbitant salaries. Silly me.

As more and more obstacles are thrown in my path, I become more determined than ever that someday, somehow, I WILL bring our child home from Vietnam.

Waiting.......

I talked to our agency again and they are beginning to get Special Needs children for placement. I told Dick that I wanted to change our preference from Girl to Boy. He laughed and said that what I was requesting was very rare. Most families switched from boy to girl! He said that boys are far more plentiful than girls so we should have no problem getting a referral! I again told him that we would like a child as young as possible. And then I added that we were approved for two children, so twins would be nice. We got a huge chuckle out of that. LOL I just want to hold a baby again. Dick said that we should hear something positive in the next few weeks!!!!!!!

I pray that we hear something soon. I would love to show Jon's grandfather a picture of his great grandson before he passes. It is still in GOD'S hands.

A New Start

We were asked yesterday by our agency if we wanted to try for a Special Needs child. It seems as though this type of adoption is still open in Viet Nam. So we quickly filled out the appropriate form and submitted it.

Is this the path that was meant for us?

Now we wait and see...........

I have decided to keep this blog, just in case.... We might be able to go the Special Needs route, or maybe our dossier will be 'Grandfathered In'.

So IF anything happens, I will leave this blog.

Just In Case..........................................